ALL photos: Alyssa Lesser
see full set here

The first time I heard “Soft as Snow (But Warm Inside), ” I was 19 years old and just starting to explore the more interesting indie guitar groups. What struck me about My Bloody Valentine was how immediately accessible their songs were. Unlike Sonic Youth, I didn’t have to spend a few years digesting the work of avant-garde composers to get a full understanding of the music. As soon as I heard the beautiful sound of a Fender Jazzmaster being played with heavy tremolo and reverse delay, I was hooked.

Over the next few years, I tried to get a hold of as much of MBV’s work as possible. And as much as I enjoyed their full-length albums, I was mesmerized by their EPs. “Ecstasy”, “Glider”, and “You Made Me Realize”, all gave me a much better idea of the group’s progression over time. But the thing that struck me was how unbelievably aggressive they sounded. Even if you weren’t into guitars or effects pedals, you could still relate to the fact that they could play loud and hard.

After witnessing triumphant victory laps by Gang of Four and the Pixies, I felt as though it was only a matter of time before My Bloody Valentine reformed. And when tickets went on sale for two shows at New York’s Roseland Ballroom, I jumped on the opportunity to go home and finally see them live. Never mind the fact that I was pretty broke at the time.

Anticipation was riding high for the New York shows. The European performances had received almost unanimous praise from the music press. And my friend who’d seen them in Manchester couldn’t stop raving about the performance. So it wasn’t very surprising to see a line stretching down 52nd street at 5:55pm. (At the very front of the queue were a few acquaintances from University of Maryland who’d been there since 1pm). After grabbing a quick dinner with my brother, I quietly slipped into the front of the line and took up conversation with the singer of Ringo Deathstarr.

At 7pm, the doors were opened, but the rather brutish security guards thwarted any attempt at a rush. As I walked into the main ballroom, my jaw dropped. Neatly aligned on the stage was no less than $366,000 dollars worth of equipment. 12 guitar amplifiers (4 amps for Belinda Butcher, 2 bass cabinets for Debbie Googe and 6 amps for Kevin Shields). Lined up behind the amps were countless Fender Jazzmasters, Jaguars, and a few other oddities. Most interestingly, two large sheets of Plexiglas separated Debbie’s bass cab and Colm ‘Ciosoig’s drums from the powerful signals that would later be emitted from bandmates’ guitar amps. It was a rather stunning sight to see.

But before the main event, we had to sit through two of the most nondescript opening bands of all time. Le Volume Courbe, suffered from a rather horrendous house mix and effectively served as background music to a schmoozefest;I chatted with two close friends from high school, and ran into several people who’d moved from DC. The Wounded Knees had but one saving grace, and that was J. Mascis joining them for a lengthy Celtic-influenced guitar jam at the very end of their set. But the Dinsoaur Jr frontman’s arrival was rather anti-climactic, as he was pacing around the stage earlier in the evening. While I give kudos to both bands for their efforts, I highly doubt that either group will ever play to a crowd that large ever again.
Around 10pm the band walked onto the stage and launched into “I Only Said.” Surprisingly, My Bloody Valentine were very solid performers. Watching Kevin Shields play his Jazzmasters and Jaguars is much like watching a master painter at work; you can’t help but watch in awe. Belinda’s soft voice and preference for sparkly Fender Mustangs and Jaguars reminded us why she’s every indie boy’s wet dream. And Debbie and Colm’s frantic and aggressive style showcased the band’s oft-overlooked punk tendencies.
The set was heavy on material from “Isn’t Anything”, “Loveless” and the “You Made Me Realize” EP. Much to my chagrin, there was nothing from “Glider” or “Tremolo.” But watching the band painstakingly re-create the sounds of their masterpieces was a captivating sight. And while the band was incredibly loud, the sound was still dynamic, thanks the use of signal splitting and graphic equalizers. In a brief New York Times interview that ran on Tuesday morning, Shields noted that the band could finally afford to recreate the sounds accurately. Therefore, having 12 amplifiers on stage was not a sign of self-indulgence, but one of great care.
At 11:09 PM, the moment we were all waiting for finally arrived; the massive wall of noise in the middle of “You Made Me Realize.” On the original EP, this blast of feedback lasts almost a minute. On Monday night, it lasted about 15. To describe the sound accurately, it was heavily distorted bass and guitar going through delay, embellished with washes of cymbals. In layman’s terms, it was like standing in front of a jet engine preparing for takeoff. I’m not sure why any of us willfully subjected ourselves to such harm, but it was certainly an adrenaline rush. I had a tremendous lump in my throat at one point and felt somewhat disoriented. A handful of people gave up and walked out, but most of us stayed put. Comically, the PA system peaked twice, somewhat diminishing the experience, but the average listener probably didn’t notice the slight dip in volume. At 11:24 PM, the band launched back into the last portion of the song and walked off-stage. There was no encore.
In some ways, seeing My Bloody Valentine on Monday night may’ve better than seeing them in the early 90s. They had the money and the equipment to make their songs work live, the shows were sold out and their legacy is firmly in place. But earlier that afternoon, I spoke to a guy who’d seen them back in 1991 at City Gardens in Trenton, NJ. I couldn’t help but wonder if he thought his experience was more authentic because he caught them before the legend took over. And it made me think. What if some band I used to love (sigh, Q and not U) gets back together in 16 years? What will I say to all the hip 20 somethings who are anxiously waiting to see the reunion shows?
Will I even care?

(Set list courtesy of Brooklyn Vegan)
1. I Only Said
2. When You Sleep
3. You Never Should
4. When You Wake
5. Cigarette In Your Bed
6. Only Shallow
7. Thorn
8. Nothing Much To Lose
9. To Here Knows When
10. Slow
11. Soon
12. Feed Me With Your Kiss
13. You Made Me Realize

victoryrose, you sound pathetic
September 25, 2008 at 3:59 pmehh. so be it. i love me some my bloody valentine…
September 25, 2008 at 4:20 pmBeautiful photography. Very reminiscent of the Loveless album cover.
September 25, 2008 at 4:31 pmThis review has all of the reasons I adore Patrick, Alyssa (painfully gorgeous shots and an impressive style shift for you) and Carri AND My Bloody Valentine.
September 25, 2008 at 5:20 pmLOL: Who’s dishing out insults to a total stranger on a website AND using a pseudonym? Chicken shit.
September 25, 2008 at 5:22 pmjohn, i can’t speak for patrick or alyssa, but my bloody valentine and i adore you too.
(we adore jennder too.)
September 25, 2008 at 5:33 pmyou can speak for me, i think john is pretty rad myself!
and now, a dorky photographic note (which i feel obliged to write since i did not write this review):
my bloody valentine (aside from being one of my favorite bands of all time) have been one of the biggest influences, musically, over my photography. whenever i shoot bands, i think about that loveless cover - plus the aesthetic feeling that their music evokes, for me, which is a sort of fuzzy and colorful feeling. maybe this makes sense to people who have looked at a lot of my live photography, but i am on this ongoing quest to evoke some of the feelings that their music (along with the music of some of my other favored musicians) brings to the table, in my photography. i was so excited to shoot this band. even though in the end i was only given the first three songs of their set to shoot per security, as well as extremely low lighting, it was a truly magical experience to both see this band live and to shoot them. and i’d love to shoot them again if i ever can.
and along the lines of the loveless cover, this shot that i took totally throws me…
http://www.flickr.com/photos/youbebetty/2885842181/in/set-72157607480533013/
jennder sounds like a retarded cunt
September 25, 2008 at 8:40 pmalyssa, your photographs are stunning. the one you link to is absolutely perfect. i’m excited for you that you had the opportunity to shoot them! amazing!!
(i was going to make some joke about you sounding pathetic, but i just couldn’t do it…!)
September 26, 2008 at 10:50 amgreat pictures, great post…I was at tuesday night’s show, and it was unbelievably good…to you pigs who have nothing better to do than dump on people who share their thoughts about music they enjoyed: go live with yourself and leave others out of it
September 26, 2008 at 12:51 pmholyomgwtfbbq i was at the chicago show and um .. wow.
hopewell opened and was also nondescript. but being visually assaulted by lights while bathing in sound is really what this was meant to be. and to the guy who was standing next to me and appearing to writhe in pain, you should have worn earplugs you asshat.
September 29, 2008 at 11:08 amThe weirdest thing about the london show was seeing Graham Coxon, alone on stage, quietly abusing his guitar for half an hour before MBV went on. wtf,o?
September 29, 2008 at 12:31 pm





excellent review! i couldn’t imagine writing a review because i don’t think there are words to truly describe the experience of seeing them live - but, hey, i just relived it - so, thank you!
i love that you mention ’soft as snow’ - in my mind the sexiest song EVER written. ever. ever. ever.
i was 19 when i first heard them too. in my boyfriends cutlass (yeah, i’m from oklahoma). it was loveless on cassette - only shallow to be exact. my life as i had known it was over forever.
when i first saw this reunion (in june in london), i hadn’t read any reviews on purpose - i needed the experience to be all mine. so, i wasn’t prepared for the ‘you made me realize’ insanity. the night i was there, the noise lasted about 22 minutes. by around 10, everyone i was with had bailed. i found myself up front among about 50 or so fans, and tears just started streaming down my face. i couldn’t help it. i was so overcome by emotion i just completely lost it. and, it just wasn’t weird. everyone around me understood. it was one of the most spectacular moments of my entire life.
(i realize i sound like a crazed lunatic right now…)
i didn’t get rid of the humm in my ears for a full 3 days - and i did wear the ear plugs. that must have destroyed my hearing for good, because i’m fine after tuesday’s show…
amazing.
September 25, 2008 at 11:58 am